I just never know...

bludgasm @ 2009-10-26T10:26:00

2009-10-26T15:27:10Z

I want to have lunch with the umbrella ladies.
I want to make love with the umbrella ladies.

bludgasm @ 2009-07-25T18:15:00

2009-07-25T23:15:58Z

I'm more excited about the new dead issue recording than anything else ever.

fuckin a

2009-07-17T23:23:22Z

2 free poison tickets you jerks. who's taking them.

Yeah...

2009-07-13T13:36:04Z

I have 2 poison tickets I can't use. $68

Camping until sunday

2009-07-10T15:08:53Z

I'm about to go camping for the first time in my life. I think it should be fun.

Site 202.

http://maps.google.com/maps?daddr=N7630+State+Park+Rd,+Sherwood,+WI+54169-9615+(State+of+Wisconsin:+High+Cliff+State+Park)&geocode=CcKi4hLkiS-vFSe8oQIdYtK8-iEo-S3akkep3A&dirflg=&saddr=Milwaukee,+WI&f=d&dq=High+Cliff+State+Park&sll=44.154515,-88.289905&sspn=0.076852,0.153671&cid=15900318655459490088&ie=UTF8&z=9

RESERVATION DETAILS
Campground: HIGH CLIFF STATE PARK
Site: 202
Site Type: GROUP TENTS NONELEC
Loop: Outdoor Group Sites 201-208
State: Wisconsin
Region: NORTHERN
Arrival Date: Fri Jul 10 2009
Departure Date: Sun Jul 12 2009
Length of Stay: 2
# of Occupants: 6
Equipment: Tent(1)
# of Vehicles: 2
Check-In Time: 3:00 PM
Check-Out Time: 3:00 PM

DIRECTIONS

High Cliff State Park is located 9 miles east of Appleton on Hwy 114. Drive south on Pigeon Road, and turn left on State Park Road and follow to the park entrance.

bludgasm @ 2009-07-10T09:56:00

2009-07-10T14:57:36Z

Downpresser was cool. Creatures was cool. Nobody was there, Milwaukee's dead. Old news.

Just so you're aware...

2009-07-07T15:23:45Z

Weekend.

2009-06-22T14:47:06Z

Saturday morning i biked from riverwest to my dad's house in germantown and we went to waukesha for this WWII air show, and it was pretty weak. But we ended up going to a firearm show right next door to it.

When I got back I stopped at micaela and josh's house for a minute and hung out with jason and eric for a minute until they started looking at morbid serenity stuff so i went to my room. Then I when i came back downstairs tyler was there, and that was a good surprise.

Tom and tyler and I walked around on the east side like some cool cats and got food and came back home to a porch party that jason had going on. My allergies were getting out of hand so I decided to roll up to TJ's for a bit because I knew he had nerds over. We watched a movie about classic arcade gamers and their pathetic lives now, and then I went home.

Sunday I had designated chill day with tina but we got breakfast at comet with tyler and TJ ended up meeting us up there. We went to the record store, then hung around the house for a bit. Tina and I went to comic book stores, then went to the lake front and read for a while, got food at the co-op and then watched movies. It was the nicest stress-free and most relaxing day I've had in recent memory.

I feel really good right now.

Two lines???

2009-06-10T00:58:10Z

That's pretty exciting.

Listen to the recording...

2009-06-03T16:20:23Z

http://www.jsonline.com/news/crime/46733292.html

bludgasm @ 2009-05-22T09:24:00

2009-05-22T14:24:40Z

I talk to tj on the instant messaging system at work and sometimes he says 'lol'. But i sit right by him and i know that he didn't lol.

wtf.

I don't know what it is.

2009-05-18T02:27:35Z

The past few days have been so awesome and fun.
But I still feel hateful and I'm sick of that.

New straightedge scene wanted.

2009-05-11T02:20:43Z

I'm sick of being ignored.

Everyone who isn't a useless junky fuck up won't even hang out anymore... Even when there are plans to do something specific. Now I realize that shit comes up or whatever, but at least fucking tell me. Almost all my friends are younger than me and act older than me. And it's not because they're more mature.

I'm pretty sure I just don't have friends anymore. I mean I know I have a few, and they're the best friends I've ever had... but how about doing shit sometimes? I'm pretty much giving up. I feel unliked.

We used to go to parties, and shows and stuff and not only pay exclusive attention to our own tiny clique.

Maybe these things still do happen and I just don't hear about it. If so, fuck you.

I went to the penalty box show last night and there were at least 3 times as many kids there as there would be at any equivalent hardcore show and they were all going off. Long story short, I had more fun with people who I can't stand and can't relate to at all. Gross.

I'm pretty sure we have no scene because we are boring and we are assholes. We're elitist which ironically enough renders us a dying breed.

If we can't set up more interesting shows, and do a better job promoting them and making them appealing, and have the balls to meet new people and be nice to them, we're as good as dead.

But whatever... look at me talking and not doing. Fuck us all.

piece of shit day.

2009-04-23T01:45:31Z

Studied super hard ALL DAY (and it helped a lot) and I think I did well on my math exam.... but I've thought that in the past... so I guess I just get to worry for like a week straight. I'm really, really counting on getting a good grade on this.

Went to band practice and the space was already occupied... so we had to reschedule.
Found out we can't play the saturday show.
I can't find any clothes that fit me and look okay, even on the Internet.
It's too late to play drums now.
I was outright not invited to something that I wanted to do... probably because of someone I would actually like to see. If it's anyone else then it's just weird and surprising probably.
My knees crunch when i ride my bike.
I haven't been working out.

woooo whining on the internet.

Recording

2009-04-17T05:20:43Z

I went to work today, then to the doctor and worked some more. Then I went and did homework for a couple hours at fuel and came home and played with my toys. I've been playing and learning a lot with my recording equipment lately--there are still a lot of things i'll need to buy though. I have a lexicon omega 4 channel (6 input) audio interface for the computer. I've been using audacity under linux. I'm starting to be able to get real good sounds without even trying very hard. I find that if I don't feel like spending a lot of time fucking around, I can take 3 very different mics and put them against the guitar amp and mix them together for a good tone and presence. Drums are pretty much a breeze at this point too, however, it would be better if I had a mixer (since only 2 channels on the interface are mic, the rest are line). But shoving mics on the line input into my bass drum has actually been working pretty well. As badly as a mixer, though, I really need microphone stands. I have a pretty repulsive configuration of broken cymbal stands + duct tape, etc... It's hard to maintain. You can't get right up on top of the head to catch the resonance, and an overhead/room microphone is pretty far out of the picture. I could try strapping something from the ceiling, i suppose, but I'm really trying to avoid dangling my equipment from ends of cables, etc. If not a mixer, I might consider returning/flipping my interface and buying a better one. But that should probably wait til later this summer when i can afford to start filling up some rack gear. This is what I'm excited about right now though. I used to always fuck around and record myself doing dumb things just for an excuse to record, (and probably because of fear of failure). But I think I'm going to start trying to make a little bit of money on the side doing this if I can get everything i need this summer. I'm also excited about recording myself more seriously now... since I actually own all of the instruments I'd need for once. It's just too bad that I'll never write a song as good as this one.

Sleazy scumfuck shitbags

2009-03-24T00:42:16Z

The hate in my eyes burns your mind. Die.

bludgasm @ 2009-03-19T21:33:00

2009-03-20T02:34:34Z

web.archive.org is definitely the best and worst thing on the Internet.

hey buds

2009-03-07T23:41:23Z

just so you know I disabled texting again a few days ago. I think its impersonal and I think its retarded that it costs any bit extra and I get too many messages and it jacks my bill way up. like 250% before I even notice. the only other option is to pay like 10 extra bucks per month. id rather pay 0.

Life is good

2009-03-05T01:45:07Z

It just struck me that right now is 10 years later.
Everything just works.

Everything talks to everything else. I can do whatever I want.

bludgasm @ 2009-03-03T20:16:00

2009-03-04T02:16:43Z

just installed python on my phone. if my math class allows calculators on tests, I wonder if they allow phones.

Of all the nervous habbits...

2009-02-27T18:19:18Z

Why do I stress-eat? I'm not hungry. Most of my stress is because I'm poor as fuck, and eating costs money.

bludgasm @ 2009-02-25T17:11:00

2009-02-25T23:11:36Z

A-well-a everybody's heard about the bird
B-b-b-bird, bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a bird, bird, bird, the bird is the word
A-well-a bird, bird, bird, well the bird is the word
A-well-a bird, bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a bird, bird, bird, well the bird is the word
A-well-a bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a bird, bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a bird, bird, bird, well the bird is the word
A-well-a bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a don't you know about the bird?
Well, everybody knows that the bird is the word!
A-well-a bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a...

A-well-a everybody's heard about the bird
Bird, bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a bird, bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a bird, bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a bird, bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a bird, bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a bird, bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a bird, bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a don't you know about the bird?
Well, everybody's talking about the bird!
A-well-a bird, bird, b-bird's the word
A-well-a bird...

Surfin' bird
Bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb... ... aaah!

Pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-
Pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-pa-ooma-mow-mow
Papa-ooma-mow-mow

Papa-ooma-mow-mow, papa-ooma-mow-mow
Papa-ooma-mow-mow, papa-ooma-mow-mow
Ooma-mow-mow, papa-ooma-mow-mow
Papa-ooma-mow-mow, papa-ooma-mow-mow
Papa-ooma-mow-mow, papa-ooma-mow-mow
Oom-oom-oom-oom-ooma-mow-mow
Papa-ooma-mow-mow, papa-oom-oom-oom
Oom-ooma-mow-mow, papa-ooma-mow-mow
Ooma-mow-mow, papa-ooma-mow-mow
Papa-a-mow-mow, papa-ooma-mow-mow
Papa-ooma-mow-mow, ooma-mow-mow
Papa-ooma-mow-mow, ooma-mow-mow
Papa-oom-oom-oom-oom-ooma-mow-mow
Oom-oom-oom-oom-ooma-mow-mow
Ooma-mow-mow, papa-ooma-mow-mow
Papa-ooma-mow-mow, ooma-mow-mow
Well don't you know about the bird?
Well, everybody knows that the bird is the word!
A-well-a bird, bird, b-bird's the word

Papa-ooma-mow-mow, papa-ooma-mow-mow

bludgasm @ 2009-02-23T10:26:00

2009-02-23T16:26:59Z

I really want to start up a knuckle head hardcore band, with lots of beat down riffs wigger drum beats. Who's with me, and can we start today?

bludgasm @ 2009-02-22T22:44:00

2009-02-23T04:45:41Z

Tell me about death metal bands that are at least as gore as skinless and decrepit birth.

TJ

2009-02-21T03:55:30Z

Answer your phone!